12/18/2010
Suddenly I realized that everything is up to me. I can do whatever I want, and in case somebody isn't okay with my choices, I can deal with it. There isn't anything really impossible in any of my wishes; my whole life is before me just to accomplish everything I'd like to manage to do. Any achievement can be gotten, any result can be obtained, any skill can be developed.
Such point works when you want something. The problem is, I can do with my current life conditions; it gets tough from time to time, anyway I am able to tolerate it. That is my strong point, to tolerate.
Suddenly I became aware of the fact that nobody is going to make me live. If I want to do something, I should do it without waiting for anyone's instruction. I am so used to obey that it is a tall order for me to take any decisions on my own. Real decisions, I mean.
Such point works when you want something. The problem is, I can do with my current life conditions; it gets tough from time to time, anyway I am able to tolerate it. That is my strong point, to tolerate.
Suddenly I became aware of the fact that nobody is going to make me live. If I want to do something, I should do it without waiting for anyone's instruction. I am so used to obey that it is a tall order for me to take any decisions on my own. Real decisions, I mean.
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